Those moments of madness spark - dwelling on the
Ubiquitous - Heart & Head battle !
Felt – small extent , big extent or enormously big
ones at times .
The
proverbial Head v/s Heart battle have
been Apple of the eye for debaters . Well I’m not to debate here on that nor do
I possess the textual gamut of words for the same.
However I do
noticed the irony which Life throws at times making you Think twice , thrice or
more on things you have always took as
your capability ground !
How do we
tilt our eyes over decisions – is it the Head or the Heart - which outweighs
the other ?
For sure
there are people who open their Heart out on decisions and so are people
judgmental with the eye-glasses of Head. Perhaps we are more attached or prone to one than the other. Then there
are the Lucky bunch of people who are perfectly at balance with the Head &
Heart !
Personally I
have been struggling with the Judicial
balance and of course been Unsuccessful !
This draws a very strict line for my way of thinking persuading me at one-side .The fact is
everytime , I have budged and inch from my Traditional way , I have had a
Bullet in my skull . When you live your ideology which seems to have worked for
you over time , it is really foolish to pick up the other way round and make it
forcefully work !
If your Head
has ruled , let it rule and if your Heart has ruled , let it rule. Exception –
only when you have tried for the harmony of Head & Heart. Fortunately if
you happen to bring forth the Harmony , it can be a Life changing Twilight –
not many attain the same though .
As we grow
over the years , we build a bridge sustaining the flamboyant peace and
equilibrium and a paved way of materializing over and over. It takes innumerous days , months and years
for drawing the Uniformity . And when you suddenly shake that up , you dodge on
a rocky slide!
Guess what –
you are upside-down now. Freeing things is good but not at the cost of changing
things – and obviously not at the way you have preferred – Head or Heart - whatever so far . There is a small voice
within , whispering on way in and way out.
There are
certain things , circumstances & people - out of reach and they better be ! It’s
easy to pour your heart out (averse to Head) at the beginning – but what makes
it worthwhile cum standstill in the long
run , is how you stand to your ground in the rainy & troublesome days or
just left in the lurch.
For Words ,
Mouth-Claims and Actions often don’t go hand-in-hand . They tend to betray each
other in one way or the other in the course of time. If you were unaware of it
, Life throws challenges and milestones to pave the way .
This brings
life - wide awake and clear – straight on the face . You are lucky if you can keep the soul high &
un-burnt at the end . After all , its
Survival of the Fittest – If you sailed through , you rock and if you din’t ,
then my brother , you are doomed !
As such , I
prefer sticking to my age-old Doctrines – For they keep me Balanced and
Grounded. And although I might prefer one over the other ( Head & Heart) – it somehow have been
justifying my existence and Scrupulously attunes the Chord of Harmony .
Something
tells me , It’s the Head !
Touché !