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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Soliloquy




How Phenomenal it is , when someone rightly said – “We Live By Choice and Not by Chance !”

If there is something which keeps me mostly mind-boggled at times – it’s the matter of Choices that I make - every moment , every day – knowingly or unknowingly , consciously or unconsciously or for that matter choices resulting out of a Don’t-Give-A-Damn attitude sometimes !

The urge to choose something or for that matter Not to choose anything , is itself  a Choice made – and for me the biggest problem starts and ends just on that beat .

It paid dividends and sometimes turned into deadly Blunders – all thanks to the Unawareness of the whole cycle-building process !

This Post emanates from a recent Follow-up , Catch-Up , Eye-balling , Self-Rendezvous or whatever you would like to call it. Things were going a little haywire , Control getting bifurcated and self-arguments turning diversified. Needless to say – not been a Happiness-sprinkling shower in the monotonous dry season !

This was followed by a Recluse , Retrospection and Voracious Reading - carried out in the last 10 days – Online and Offline.

On the same context , happened to notice something – really Queer and unfeigned about myself. We have been so much complaing , thinking and talking about things that We Don’t want most of the times that at the end it takes our eyes OFF from things that  We Really Want !

Looking back , whenever  I felt strangled or got donned in a  Straight-jacket , I found the above words to be ineluctably TRUE !

Flabbergasted and Bewildered  - was my silent Impromptu for So much so was it Resonating to my lifestyle .

So have been trying really hard eversince to bring things Back on Track -

Changed some habits ,
Negotiated with some !
Built some And
Yes definitely Kicked Some !

It’s just a Starting though but the Feelings been monumentally Bombastic !

Suddenly I remember the McDonalds caption words – “I Am Loving It J…..”